Secretly I blog but in my head. I know it sounds insane and rather schizophrenic but I do it.
My head will start typing out about almost everything. etc. A cute guy to my bad day at work.
Maybe that why I seem to hardly blog here. Sorry guys:(
I just feeling upset this few weeks because I haven't been able to talk to my dad since he left for his Hajj(pilgrimage). I wasn`t able to talk to him much before he left too. I only managed to hug him and say'have a safe trip'. I didn't get to say'forgive me for all my sins' or 'come back safely'.
In a way I regretted that. I don't usually regret about anything. I not blaming my mom or anything for giving me such a tiny moment to bid farewell to my dad.
My mom just shoved me to the side and hugged my dad. Streams of tears damped her cheeks.
Her face was red. From that second on, I realised she needed that moment longer than I do.
However, my mind isn't at peace since it he left. I kept wondering'what is he doing now?' or maybe 'will he come back?' (not that I think my dad will die or anything)
I guess I can only wait for that phone call. I am more than willing to sleep by the phone just to talk to my dad again. Stupid work. If I didnt have to work I be able to talk to him the other day.
The flood in Jeddah is so not easing my worries about my dad whereabouts.
I can only pray and wait...
♥ME: xoxo
Sunday, November 22, 2009 : 10:56 PM
We did not play the grossest TRUTH-OR DARE on earth. 
GAY POSE!
This is kevin macam faham-ing opening a champagne bottle.
Candid shot.
GIRLS!
BOYS!
Merry x`mas!
See! I so nice that I helped kevin.I would like to apologise if some of you werent in any of the photos i place in the video.
Moving on, the day after my party was Kevin birthday party.
Obviously my party had more people because I have a have a habit of inviting everyone. My sister said his birthday party was like a clandestine party.
Obviously my party had more people because I have a have a habit of inviting everyone. My sister said his birthday party was like a clandestine party.
I actually didnt want to go because I was really lethargic. I wanted to sleep till the next day but i didnt. I felt it was only fair that i went to his birthday party because he help me through out my party. But I didnt regret one bit about going to his party. I loved it!
Intially it was suppose to be at the Pasir Ris park but it rained and change to his place.
I went with Fiona to downtown but it started to shower. We all took 12 to kevin`s place.
His parents were nice . I finally got a chance to know the 2 Caucasian girls at school.
I went with Fiona to downtown but it started to shower. We all took 12 to kevin`s place.
His parents were nice . I finally got a chance to know the 2 Caucasian girls at school.
They were pleasant I guess. At the starting the party was boring.
We were in kevin NEW room. Sitting and starting at each other face.
No poker cards. I suggested to play TRUTH-OR-DARE.
The games started slowly then it got gross. THANKS MOSES!
*bottle points at kevin*
Kevin: DARE!(with his ugly face on)
Moses: Why dont you lick hayati`s ear?
ME:EWW!(with the a constipated face)
Natasha: Alah Hayati, You like one!
*kevin crawls towards me and licks my ear!*
Me:EEEEE!!!!!! MY EAR! SANITIZER!!!
*Kevin wipes my ear with his shirt*
I am never ever going to suggest TRUTH-OR-DARE at any party ever again.
I havent given a ton of people their birthday present so i have to wait for my salary.
Kevin present was so sweet. He sad it was meant for me to use when I go to Jc.
I gotta go present shopping. Au revoir!
♥ME: xoxo
Thursday, November 19, 2009 : 7:56 PM
So, on the 16th of November I had my birthday party at Costa sand chalet.
It was a Prom theme! Mostly everyone dressed up.(Curse whoever came and didnt dress up).
But still, aloooot of people turned up. For those who didnt come, you miss THE PARTY OF THE YEAR! read and weep idiots!!!! Good enough I invited you guys.sheesh!
But still, aloooot of people turned up. For those who didnt come, you miss THE PARTY OF THE YEAR! read and weep idiots!!!! Good enough I invited you guys.sheesh!
It was the most perfect formula: FOOD+GREAT FRIENDS+CAKE+DANCING+AFTER-PARTY=A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY PARTY.
I could not ask for more. I love my mum for supporting the whole party and banning aleef from the party after he bashed me.Demented guy.
Sorry if I didnt invite some of you because it was either i forgot or I didnt get the chance to give you an invite.
Lets start the story from the TOP:
1pm PLUS:Zara and Amirah arrieved to help me out.
2pm:my mom left to settle the chalet documents.
2pm:my mom left to settle the chalet documents.
3pm: we left the house to get the chalet ready. Apparently, we forgot half of the stuff we suppose to bring. Kevin and shawn came. They set up the sound system and prepared the food.
4pm: Got the fire started,decorations were prepared,arranged stuff around and got our bbq food.
5pm:ZARA LEFT! To get ready and get my cake.Thanks dear
6pm:DOROTHY & SHARIFAH SAARAH came. They bbq the food.
7pm: OMG! I not ready yet! Amirah turned me into a princess.(MY FAIRYGODMOTHER)
8pm:almost everyone was there.
8-10pm: PARTY!!!! EAT!!! GOSSIP!!! CAMWHORE! CUT CAKE!(you get it)
11pm: The teachers came and talk with the rest of the kids that were still around.
11pm: The teachers came and talk with the rest of the kids that were still around.
12am: Caught a movie with the rest(Fiona,Natasha,Aravin,Kevin,Moses and I)
2am: Finish watching paranormal activites. Kevin accompany me back to the chalet but the Coral guys were there.
Stayed till god knows till when. We played taiti,murderer,Truth-or-dare and loads more.
They left. My sister,Sue and I thon till dont when then we watch the sunrise.
Stupidly, we were looking at the other direction of the sunrise. I told them already, dont want to listen to me! See, that what you get for not listening to me. We got back to the chalet and sleep till 9am. Packed up and went home.
BIG THANKS:
Hakim and Pristine for the photos. AMIRAH BABY! for staying and helping with the domestic need of the party. Zara also plus thanks for picking up the cake. DJ Kevin for the music. SHAWN for helping out with setting up the chalet. Huiyi and Sue for the decorations. EVERYONE ELSE for making this party a success. Lastly, to those who gave me presents. I LOVE EVERYONE OF THEM.
Sorry for the atrocious video picture. I didnt have time to rearrange the picture. I so shag from work. I hope you get to appreciate the magical artistry of Hakim and Pristine.
♥ME: xoxo
Thursday, November 5, 2009 : 6:58 AM
A few words: Karma can be so sweet sometimes.
(I hope you realise what I`ve been through)
So,O`s are almost over and I already starting to chill.(what wrong with me?)
I already made a list of things to do. But, place in categories.
Before my sweet 16:
Beat up some kid.(I cant get arrest for doing it)
French kiss a random guy.(never done it)
Watch (G)General rated movies
Play at the playground
Eat ice cream sloppily
Plan my birthday party with siti
hand out my invites
After sweet 16:
Kick-boxing class
Go under-age clubbing
wake boarding
surfing@sentosa
WORK!
Go for a truck load of dates
Hang out with my friend
Watch a lot of mind-numbing tv
Go for tons of movies
Visit grandparents
Do housework
Renew my bloody passport
leave this country till January
*you may or may not be involve in the activities above. Participation discretion is advise.
Must study for Malay now.or sleep.
See ya!
♥ME: xoxo
