i got my results
last Wednesday.
i did fairly well.
i will not tell u my results
as this may arise some hateful feeling.
but i can only say.
that i still have to improve
my languages and humanities.
my Malay!oh my goodness!
i got a c6.
well,i will admit that i did
not study much of the subject
but i move one grade up for my English.
i got B4 for that.
and i so have to buck up for humanities.
it a B3.
but i happy with my L14/R5
L1R4-8 & L1R5-11
almost there to meridian jc.
i really want to get to a good jc.
because i know it will push me up
with goos stress.
3 reasons why i want to go Meridian jc
1.i near my house so i don't have to waste oil n money
2.i want to join the cheer leading team there.
3.i get to show to my parents that i am capable of doing well.
my parent each had their own reaction.
my mom:happy and glad that i pass so i can go japan
my dad:no sign of a smiling face makes me feel there amiss to this.
well,all my hard work have paid off.
especially doing consistent work for maths.
my reaction:i ecstatic for doing well and
less worried that my parents wont have to
keep bugging me to study.
this week plans
well,the week almost over cos it now Thursday.
first two day(Monday&Tuesday),stay at home
n do housework.
no.no.no.
i went out on Monday to bugis to get some clothes
for my japan trip.
then from Wednesday
was pack with japan meeting
and Japaneses classes.
tomorrow.i got DRAMA!
i still got two more scene to memorize!
I AM THE QUEEN FLAMINGO!
now for 101 on Japanese
i teach u guys the basics.
good morning-Ohayoo Gozaimasu
good afternoon-Konnichiwa
good evening-Konbanwa
how are u?-o-genki desu ka
yes-hai
no-iie
please-doozo
thank you-doomo(this want when u are in a rush)
thank you-arigato gozaimasu(more polite if u use this)
that all.note:all of the above is formal.
being formal in japan is very important if not.
u might give the wrong impression
well,i think the post is a little to long!
so hopping off now!don`t miss me so much!
i promise i will blog one last time before i go off
next week at 7 June.
HOP!HOP!HOP!BYE!
♥ME: xoxo
Friday, May 23, 2008 : 7:08 AM
ZOMG!
i really dont know where to start with this post.
okay lets start on monday.
nothing happen though it was vesak day.
ouh,my grandparents were around.
they decieded to eat at vivo
at a restaurant called GARUDA.
then they stayed over till the next day
my results!
i think it safe to say that i passed
all my subjects!
thank u allah!
i really work so hardfor this term.
which i never done before.
i really working this hard for JAPAN
and another personal reason.
and i manage to maintain my A1 for my A&E maths,
then on wednesdy i skipped school
because my i had to go for my medical examination
and get my flu vaccine.(the one the boys claim it for HIV)
it is not!then in the afternoon i went to meet my japan group.
and had a hearty talk with them.and plan our stuff and all.
then i went to amirahs house
and get ready for our soccer match.
we had our own uniforms!
borrowed of course!

G-girls yaww!
then the rest was a total bore.
then next day also got.
which i had no energy to play.
and i lost my beloved bestfriend at the same time.
while playing football.
all name must be disclosed to protect the person identity.
i so uberly despair.
today was innovation day.
zara was the host for the show.
and there was a few screw up here
and there but she did very well!
it been better if the MODELS were listening!
hahaha.
then we went down to buy stuff.went to yani shop
and bought cornflakes and jelly.
lovely cornflakes.
it just melt in your mouth.
then i bought a comic.
called 'love for venus'
it was ONE DOLLAR!
then our day ended.
NOT FOR ME!
i had drama and the japan meeting.
so i went fo rthe japan meeting first.
and we had alot of fun with the games and all.
then at 3.45pm i had to hop down to drama.
and guess what?
I GOT THE ROLE I WANTED!
which was queen flamingo.i know it not much.
but better then nothing.
so watch out for me at COL.
i love the role it so bitch and fun!
then went to meet my group members of the Japan trip.
then went to buy waffle at coral primary there.
then go home.
hahah!!
i havent been talking about HIM!
i got over HIM!
he a total disgusting idiot!
whtever.
i got the phot from zara taken by yani.
from the bowling outing
so family-like!

love u through thick and thin.

i will cherish this crazy moments.
well,i got to rocket to DREAMLAND NOW!
for now,sayonara!
♥ME: xoxo
Saturday, May 17, 2008 : 9:32 PM
this nostalgic feeling keep grabbing me back,
it swallowing me as thought i was a snack
i mask this feeling to keep it seal
but i start to think again if i am for real?
i masked myself as a happy but unseemly young heart
but this is when the pain starts
people are getting misconception
do i really need all this deception?
displayed in school as a temptress
but i nothing more than an angel
try to clean my old ways
but it keep affecting my days
the wise always advise ignorant is bliss
by doing that i feel there amiss
trying to get my head out of the confusion
it seems that it getting more tension
i try so hard to be clean
but always seen as a thief
-hayati
♥ME: xoxo
Friday, May 16, 2008 : 8:20 AM
ANNOUNCEMENT!

EXAMS ARE OVER!!
yeah!
so we all weent to celebrate!!
we decided to go bowling!
we wanted to go e-hub.
but that place was flood with people!
people=ex-bf,classmates,enemy,bitches,mats
but airah couldnt go cos she made a promise with her bf.
it okay i understand.
but it wasnt as fun without u.
u get my point!
so we went safra!
which i didnt agree at first.
cos i will waste my bus fare
n waste my time travellin to tampines
but i went so no big deal.
BUT!
when we got there.there was a competition.
and we had to wait.kwangs!
but whatever.so we waited and eat.




then we all decided to celebrate
our beloved ISNUR birthday.how old again?ouh.15

we got him ben and jerry ice-cream and a chuppa chuppa lollipop.
after the long wait.we got to play.
we took up 3lanes cos there were 16 of us.
after an hour playing.
HIGHLIGHTS
-khairia let go of her ball at her back swing
as alep calls it the ball behind the player.
-faizul and mamat(my group) and hafiz(my group) were the top players
-i had a spare went i threw the ball lyk a monkey.
-zara first time bowling.
yeah that it i think.
then i had a moment with the top players!

faizul!

mamat!
haha.lyk big deal.
then i had my moment.

i love BOWLING ball!

CONGKAK!
afterwards we went on 21 and seperated quietly back to our homes.
MAN!today was utterly uberly awesomely fun and great!
but still wasnt as great as airah wasnt there.
but it was great.with all the jokes and the weirdness.
♥ME: xoxo
Monday, May 12, 2008 : 1:40 AM
if u find this post retarded.
it probably because i just woke up.
by that fucking mad sister of mine.
what happen today?
well,i met this guy.we make out
then we had sex.
he came to my house.
ask my mom if he could marry me.
no!
ofcourse that didnt happen.
i was with zara after school.
we finish our PHYSICS paper.
hallelujah!
now we got chemistry and a-maths.
and we got no school tomorrow!
DOUBLE YEAH!
as soon as this week is over i off to enjoy!
but at my own expenses.
my dad not singapore.
i will not spare u the info on his location.
so that means no extra cash.
contining on my story.
after we finished exams.
thn go toilet and camwhore-ing
and this are the pictures!


contining.....
i didnt get to see HIM today.
BOOHOO!then after the picture taking frenzy.
zara wanted to go to E-HUB!
so amirah and me went.
we went around.and started to make plans.
at the bowling alley.
we met up with 3e1 boys and the sec1 boys.
then amirah went home.all of a sudden.
i wonder why?hmmm.
then we went downtown.jalan-jalan.
we went home met khairia.
at the bus-stop.she wanted to study with nadya.
then yeah.HOME!
wakaka!i remember in the bus on the way to E-HUB!
there was this overweight chinese woman.
another commuter tegur her about her PANTS NOT ZIP!
at the front.then i saw.i had no intention to see.
then i saw her floral BLUE panties and her tummy.
HAHAHAH!okay,i`m sorry.but i had to share that.
now.i still figuring out wht to do with my state of just woken up.

i guess i better go back to sleep.
nighties babys!
♥ME: xoxo
Friday, May 9, 2008 : 5:24 AM
hahah!!!
thank godnesss!
humanities ARE OVER!
languages ARE OVER!
humanities=geography and social studies.
languages=English and mother tongue.
but i so worried.
cos i didnt really elaborate for humanities for the last essays.
i really hope i pass with flying colours!
i really need this marks to prove my mom that i not playing ard.
and that i`m finally serious in studying.
And if this entry looks like a retard did it.
i have to apologise.
cos this is the first time i posted pictures on my blog.
but dad been understanding.
he saw me so stress over the weekend
and decided to let me change the my handphone!
i know whst u people are thinking.
is her dad crazy letting her change hp before exams.
wht if she dont do well for the exams.
well,people i DOESNT MATTER!
so my phone is now from crappy to cool.
before

(unknown model)
u see the scratches.
looks like a wolf just chewed on it.
after

N81
so i went to test it out on thursday after our
nerve wrecking geography and e maths exam.
i will put a few couse the other quite undecent.

pout baby!

funny face parade!
then just now after school,
hang with the usual minus the boys
then i went home but zara wanted to buy air batu mly
i went also cos it was a hot day.
u knw that means.
hot girl hot day=air batu malaysia
hahaha.kidding!
then walk home met my mom at bus-stop.
she wanted to go her friend house then i followed.
took aunty zarina car.
went person house.
i got bored and took a picture.
then went to PARKWAY PARADE!
that place is heaven.but heaven better.
already plan what to get for japan trip.

END!
♥ME: xoxo
Friday, May 2, 2008 : 8:32 AM
okay people!
i know i`m such a total BITCH for not updating.
so what?I GOT A LIFE.
UPDATES IN MY LIFE!
exams like next week.
and i so not hitting the book while my peeps are.
i really should but i havent got it the mood.
i dont know why.
i keep feeling that there apart of me that very distracted by something.
FAMILY
then my parents keep adding on the problem.
they keep complaining to met that my sister(siti)
like misbehaving and ask me why?
WTF!
i dont know.i dont follow here around so.
but seriously my sister have changed.
she hardly home.she far more bitch to me now.
she like now SO self-centred.doesnt help ard the house.
i dont know wht becoming of that lilttle miss selfBITCH.
it not like i hate her or anything but it just tht.
indirectly my parents are blaming me for it.
but my sister have her own problem.
SCHOOL!
exam updates!
geograpy:need more work
malay:i rather put a gun to my head.
social studies:need to read notes
a.maths n e.maths:MORE PRACTICE!
sciences:please hayati!read more and know your work!
i feel like giving up school nowadays.
it like i not motivated any more.
my parents totally neglects me now cos they concentratin on my sisters.
i like here in my anime land.
LASTLY!!
I GOING TO JAPAN!
with mamat,furqaan and alep.
i got volunteered to be the group leader of my group.
i hope my group members likes me.
they kinda of a quiet bunch compared to the others.
but i bet they be full of jolly fun when we in japan.
but i really would love to get to know them.
i have to pass my exams so that i cn go our i DEAD.
nightos!
cheerios!
♥ME: xoxo