tears are streaming down my cheeks
i spend my days asleep
i was suppose to be in japan
now,i can`t even get a tan
depressed and dispirited
maybe i wasn't able to go as i was cursed and hated
all my effort is wasted and useless
i cry my heart out for feeling so hopeless
my hope of seeing a new sight of the world was crushed
i go to sleep at night by being hushed
i feel like not going school
because i know it going to drool
i hate my stupid chicken pox
i feel that i been hoax
the only that can make me better is u
i hope my wish for a better life will come true
~hayati
♥ME: xoxo