this nostalgic feeling keep grabbing me back,
it swallowing me as thought i was a snack
i mask this feeling to keep it seal
but i start to think again if i am for real?
i masked myself as a happy but unseemly young heart
but this is when the pain starts
people are getting misconception
do i really need all this deception?
displayed in school as a temptress
but i nothing more than an angel
try to clean my old ways
but it keep affecting my days
the wise always advise ignorant is bliss
by doing that i feel there amiss
trying to get my head out of the confusion
it seems that it getting more tension
i try so hard to be clean
but always seen as a thief
-hayati
♥ME: xoxo
